Did I lived all this time in a small little bubble where I created my life as an illusion of what I saw? I have always tried to make sure people had a positive impression when they met me. There was a time where the way others were thinking about me was top priority. Now that I realized how hard I did my best I almost feel like I lost time and value.
I created my life as an illusion of what I saw.
I lost time because I had my own way of thinking about a certain topic while I didnt open my mouth. I had moments that were created as an perfect opportunity to develop myself but also to give somebody else the knowledge that is inside of me. However I didnt do it.
Im not sure If is this something time will teach us or experience will makes us realize it. I lived in a pink cloud on the air sometimes. Expecting people always to have good intentions and a good heart. Okay so maybe yes I did failed with some people. Maybe because of my belief that people are good I didnt saw their bad actions or ways of hurting others. However, I will never regret the fact that my heart will always try to see good. In a world full with war and negativity I will not let my view be influenced in a negative way.
Maybe from now on I will be a little more critical but not pessimistic. During my trip in Germany last week I had a conversation talking about this topic. Where someone told me: You need to believe that peoples intentions are often good, however you also need to be a little critical on what they are exactely saying.
You need to believe that peoples intentions are often good, however you also need to be a little critical on what they are exactely saying.
I guess this fits me best… people have good intentions but sometimes they just sell crap 🤷🏻♀️. And also.. Its not bad to live on a pink cloud but sometimes you just need to put other glasses on!